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Monica laughing because I'm a wierdo. "I still love you!" |
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Almost lunchtime!!
I ♥ Queer Eye guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They are so awesome. Possom. Fo shossum. Does that make sense?
Ok. I'm considered "cute" today. yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
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I'm linking myself because I can't email the link to me. :(
Haha.
http://www.livejournal.com/users/laurens_icons/4619.html#cutid1
^-------^--------^ Liv is gorgeous. base Icons. Coolie!
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| Poetic. Philosophical. Phsycialogical. Schizophrenic. Just love it. |
[11 May 2004|06:12pm] |
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Poem time.
I made them. ;]
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It's so hard to swallow the temptations.
The careless childhood memories I wanted.
But I know it'll all come back in the end.
It will all be worth it.
Those lonely friday nights.
Empty letters sitting on my desk.
There are times where I lose my dignity.
But I'll take the risks.
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It's ironic.
Where people notice things when you tell them.
Where people love you when they know you'll die.
Where people pretend to hate you when they care.
Where people do things for pity and guilt.
Where you have the best time of your life when you know your life is ending...
Why can't we live like this everyday?
Because we know.
One day.
We'll die too.
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I pass by him, without a trace.
Him looking just briskely.
He doesn't care.
He doesn't know how I feel.
He doesn't feel what I feel.
Or know what's real.
Even if it hit him.
He'd be whipflashed by confusion.
Even if he felt it.
He wouldn't know what to do.
I know it's gone.
I know it was a useless crush.
But I wanted.
I wanted it so much.
But I know deep down inside.
It'll never work.
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Two Worlds Apart.
The two collided.
One love found.
Until death bides it.
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It's not really a poem. Some are like I'm talking.
To myself.
About conflicts.
About....."Him". With a capital H.
[codename] Marie.
You know what I'm talking about.
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| Confused. Frustrated. I just want to go home and listen to my tunes...lol |
[11 May 2004|02:07pm] |
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behind blue eyes X me and Shauna were listening to it. Yeeee |
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I just finished reading my friends entry and I'm kinda pissed off right now.
I feel used. But I might be jumping to conclusions.
I made a theory. (lol Claire)
Actually, they're unanswered questions.
- Have you ever felt that you wanted to look at a person or say hi, and regret not doing it later on?
- Have you ever thought that, that person wanted to say hi too?
- Have you ever felt that you liked somebody and noticed that you don't show it towards them? And then think maybe that person likes you too? (just not showing it)
I say yes to all. And I totally relate to the last one. I felt like that last period. (5th- Bio)
Maybe. Just maybe.
Aight fockers. I'm out like Nsync. Bye biatches.
P.s. That reminds me. I was watching Meet The Parents last night. Funny shyt!
Alright. Enough wigger-talk.
el Fin.
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| Don't turn your back on me...I won't be ignored. |
[10 May 2004|06:36pm] |
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I love Linkin Park.
I love the violin in the background!
This weekend was refreshing and I think the best.
Friday::
Me and Claire went to see "New York Minute". It was sooo funny. But it was like..soo stupid it was funny. It was really fake though. The guys in there are so fuckin H-O-T-T. I was the only person cracking up, as always, because I laugh at everything and there was this couple next to us laughing at us everytime I was like "OMG he's hott!". We rented Uptown Girls too. She ended up sleeping over. It was ffuuunn. We did more videotaping.
Saturday::
My mom, Claire and I went shopping. It was soo fun. We were trying Dolce & Gabbana shoes at Neiman Marcus and pretending to be rich. My mom got her her own Mother's day gift lol, Fendi Bag. Yee. Then..I forgot how but me and Claire got inspired to design our old clothes. Oh yeah..it was when we went to the boutique. and then Claire went home. My little cousin came over and I babysitted her and she slept over. My parents to a Charity Ball thing. Me and Roxanna made bag bunnies!
Sunday::
We made a BIG breakfast dinner for Mother's Day and gave her her presents (bag and massage-erer thing it was awesome) Since I didn't buy a dress yesterday, my mom and I went shopping again. I did my homework and went to a cool Mexican restaurant for the first time in ages, Azteca.
Guys. I'm in love.
With my dress!!!!
Omg I've never seen a dress like that before.
And I bought my Tea Party dress guys!!!! (spanish class friends)
i will make sure to post a pic!!
OMG. Linkin Park "Lying from You" finished downloading!!
Anyywaayy...
Time for eating.
I'm going to bed early today because my parents and I had this talk about how sleeping helps everything INCLUding my Acne!
2 1/2 MORE WEEKS UNTIL I GO TO TEXAS AND GO TO THE WEDDING AND SEE MY BELOVED TONIA!!!
Adrenaline.
el fin
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[06 May 2004|05:32pm] |
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Don't shtank. Roses really smell like ooo-oooooo-oooooh!! |
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I'm watching "Everytime" by Britney Spears.
I was tempted.
.::watching::.
Her lyrics DEFinantly got better.
Wait. It's confusing now. Wtf? Shes alive?
Now I'm watching Roses haha!
"She was trying to do her makeup in the mirror and Crashed. Crashed. Crashed. Just playing."
"Speakerbox!"
"The Love Below!"
"Oh hell no!!"
haha.
Now "Don't Tell Me" Avril Lavigne.
Why is she stalking that kid?
Dude. Is that in Canada?
Lol Claire!!
This girl (Avril) is so tiny.
Annyywwaayy....lol Tiffany.
No more music videos.
Today:
Algebra- ehh. Emmy is so damn wierd. She said 'fuck you' to me. Wtf? Then Tiffany said say "Go have safe sex and fuck yourself." HAHA!! I started cracking up and she looked at me like "ok...." lol.
English- Test=Easy. Hopefully it'll be Test=Good grade, too. haha.
Keyboard- I made this big banging noise with my headphones. Then I got moved. And then I was pretending to flick off Claire and Aliah. And Richard and his fake brother were taking my spanish presentation cards.
Spanish- PRESENTATION. I had to read off notecards. It was so wierd guys were checking me out in my skirt. And laughing for some reason. I turned red. It was really embarrassing. But the skit was fuunn and people said we were good. Yeeee!
Lunch- Erica, David's girlfriend, was "non-skipping" it was so funny. Instead of going home after AP exams she stayed at school. She's like the first person I know who does that lmao. Anyway, she's nice. OMG IT WAS SO FUNNY what JOSH TOLD ME! conver::::
Josh talking to Talyta: "Would you give a guy oral pleasure for 5 minutes?"
Talyta's answer: "You mean give him gum??"
LMAO! I told Sam and she's like "That's cuz she's prude. That's embarrassing you freshman understand it and she doesn't." lmao!
Biology- Test. Easy. With notes.
And now I have no homework and my mom wants me to help her clean. And my grandfather's here I forgot to say that!! He came yesterday. I love that guy.
I'm going now. I gotta watch "Humanzee" today
Random subject: My life is so funny.
Funniness = Laughing = Stomach pains = Ab workout (lol Claire)
el Fin.
P.s. THE FINAL EPISODE OF FRIENDS IS ON TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
watch it.
I'm so gonna cry. :(
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[05 May 2004|07:39pm] |
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Hrmm......
-7:30- Eat dinner (which is now)
-8:00- Record "Humanzee" on National Geographic for extra credit Bio assignment
-8:00- Finish homework, get spanish stuff ready, take shower.
-9:00- Watch OC of course. I dunno if I can though at this rate.
Draw Bio Pictures if not already done.
-10:00- Bed.
Damnit. I planned to go to bed early this weekn again.
Another mission failed!
It'll never happen.
el Fin.
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| shortest journal entry in the WORLD!!! Well... |
[04 May 2004|09:21pm] |
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I WANT SWEETIESS!!!!.........Sooooooo hilarious. |
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I wanted to take a break from LJ but I COULDNt!
It was too hard to resist!
Like Bologna. Lol Jillian.
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XoXDawlFaceOxO: and finally I'm updating my lj
sweetxlullabies: yay
XoXDawlFaceOxO: because you influenced me
sweetxlullabies: YAY!
sweetxlullabies: finally!
XoXDawlFaceOxO: lol!!!
sweetxlullabies: its been foreverrrrrrrrrrrrr
XoXDawlFaceOxO: Yeah!!
XoXDawlFaceOxO: like 1 week i think
XoXDawlFaceOxO: no..
sweetxlullabies: lol
XoXDawlFaceOxO: like 4 days!! lol
sweetxlullabies: thats like, FOREVER
XoXDawlFaceOxO: I know!!
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-SPANISH CLASS-
For once we are having fun in that class. We started this presentation/play thing and Jenna is my daughter and Brendan is my secret lover and he's marrying Jillian whom is a transexual. Yes very fun. And Sam is his mother (do you see the resemblance?! Lol) And Matt was once again getting fucking annoying. Every time I think of it I laugh. "Oh wait, I know what the priest can do!!!" WTF? There is no priest damnit get that through your head!! lol. So he finally left our group. And Monica's not in it :( Anyway. I slap Jillian. It's really funny. Jillian was having a cardiac arrest. I was acting phsyco. As usual! It was all good.
Anyway I gtg.
Beddie bye.
JILLIAN THAT WAS THE FUNNIEST THING EVER I AM SAVING IT ON MY COMPUTER!!!
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^^^ Guys you GOTTA see this.
el Fin. That's what Sam's gonna say lol.
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| xVx My back, feet, hands, and neck hurts. Would anyone care to give me a massage?!? Haha.xVx |
[24 Apr 2004|08:37pm] |
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Yaay!
Just got back from the mall.
We were buying clothes for our Texas-Wedding-Vacation-Weekend.
My mom and I literally shop till we drop.
- A REALLY awesome business suit type-thingy. It is soo cute.
- A very cute skirt.
- Spiffy scarf from Arden B. Wow. It's just so awesome.
- a Rose pin from this french boutique. Finally! And a New York-style business jacket. And an abercrombie matching tank. omg i absolutly love it.
We went to Bloomingdales to buy me my wedding day-dress but there was none that I was absolutely in love with.
Next week we're going to Bal Harbour! I'm going to that Boutique im in love with. I ThInk it's called Luca Luca or some french name but I don't know.
I was day-dreaming of AJ and what I should say to him when i "approach" him haha.
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This weekend was some fun stuff. *twitch* No seriously. But friday was fun.
Friday--
Tiffany came over. I learned that I already had animation shop on my comp haha. And we repeatedly watched the trailer of Mean Girls and rewinded to the hott dude. Oh man. That guy is just so delicious. And we're making an icon of him FO SHO.
Saturday--
Watched House of Sand and Fog Finally. I cried my ass off. It was ((teen girl squad)) "SSOOOO GOOODDD."
Sunday--
Boring. Homework.
Gtg. Make icon then homework. DOWNLOADED BITMAP FONTS YAAAY.
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[16 Apr 2004|10:57am] |
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Wow. We're watching "Fools Rush In". I have childhood memories from it haha! Alrighty.
Stole this from Shane. You guys better do it. I took a moment of my life *cough* 30 seconds *cough* to do this. haha.
Anyywaayy...
I want everyone who reads this.
to ask me 3 questions.
No more no less.
Ask me anything you want.
Then I want you to go to your journal.
Copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
Do it. Now. Yaay.
el fin.
P.s. You guys like my new layout? haha.
Next Layout= Linkin Park Meteora
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| GRR. I hate coldsores. They're so mean and nasty and not to mention nasty. |
[13 Apr 2004|09:17pm] |
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I think i got it from stressing over my project. or my fuckin B in keyboard. I watched BUTTERFLY EFFECT!!!!!!!! God I love that movie. I kept repeating myself in school today.
"GUYS. I saw Butterfly Effect last night!!"
"We know. You already told us."
"Really?"
"Yess."
"Oh...." silent moment.
Haha. Claire thinks I'm obsessed of it. But really. I ADORE that movie. Its sooo cool. And I love Ashton Kutcher in that movie. And the kids who played the younger Ashton Kutchers were so fuckin hot too. Wow. I'm gonna watch it again.
I LOVE NON-PROCRASTINATION.
it saves time. Definantely. So i didn't have to stay up till like 2 today for project YAAY. I watched What Dreams May Come. Haha so many movies. I adore that movie too. I hope heaven is like that. Where you can imagine how it'll be and that's how you will see it. I said I wanted my memory to be completely restored so I can remember my WHOLE life. That would be soo great. I FINALLY DECORATED MY DOOR GUYS. It's sooo prettyful. It had people's notes on it haha. Mostly Tiffany's colorful ones haha. And I wrote my name soo cool with a sharpie. One day i'll take a pic ;)
"I just want to rip your heart out and give it back in a polite gesture."
el fin
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Noooooooooooooooooooo. Spring Breaks over!!
Damnit. And i was just getting used to it. Well. For the most part i had fun. yaay.My mom doodles when she's on the phone. I got the same genes haha. (not Levi's)What I did today. And might I add was very productive.
- Woke up (durr.)
-Cleaned room
-Watched the storm outside. Daaang it was so big! And cool. But dangerous. But cool.
-Did some of project.
-Went to BCC library. Saw Ezgi!! Project.
-Left Ezgi. Noooo.
-Got my nails done. This pinkish-peachish color. Love it.
-Watched I Want a Famous Face. I swear
that show is the gayest ever. "I want to look like Pamela Anderson!!" Wow. You wanna look like a two-penny-hoe?? Alrighty then. It's your body. Do anything with it.
-finished project.
-and here i am. Desperatly trying to entertain myself before dinner starts. haha.
A moment ago my mom was talking to Afsaneh. Every time I hear his name or even know she's on the other line my heart starts pumping. Really fast. And I secretly listen to their conversations (oh, im baaadd.) They were talking about her kids. She was saying:
"Oh. Amir Reza has his dad's personality. And Arman is a...sweetheart!"
*cough*
*twitch*
WHAT? A SWEETHEART??? You haven't seen the side I've seen then. HAH. I wanted to burst out in laughter. But i kept it in and had a silent smile.
Sorry gtg DINNER!
P.S. My smiley looks like it's wearing a diaper. haha.
[Edit]
I had to do this over again. I had good stuff written before. Uggghh.
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[07 Apr 2004|06:33pm] |
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Here's a realistic poem. Of whats going on right now. And how I feel.
I'm drained from energy.
After unsuccessful attempts of giving you obvious signs.
It seems that you don't understand.
That when I see your name online.
I feel like the tide is reaching the sand.
The bliss. flowing through my body.
Don't tell me when to fly. I'm not ready.
A movie stilled on pause after a gruesome scene.
Don't tell me to get off. To watch the black screen.
Blurred vision after a blinding headache.
Im angry at an absent mistake.
Her picture surrendering the anger bottled.
I'm filled up. Just press the throttle.
All that happiness felt when Im with you.
Is seized when I know we can't be together. Is seized from the truth.
Love can make you suffer.
I'll just have to learn to brush the dust from my wings and act tougher.
It hurts so bad.
My headache.
And love.
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Nuisance!!!
Her= Ezgi
Me= Me
me: "You sound like Teen Girl Squad!!"
her: "Sounds perrky."
...akward silence
her: "...Maybe the fish want oxygen."
her: "Can I eat this apple. It was talking to me."
me: "Surre. Get me one."
me: "Haha! Who's the servant now!"
her: ::looks around::
::gets apple::
her: "Here is an apple. Its red. And all wrinkly."
me: "Ewww. I want a green one. That's young. And..fresh."
::bites apple anyway::
her: ::comes back with green apple::
me: "Nooooo. I already bit into this one."
her: "Uh. Oh."
THIS has been another episode of ....
DUmberer and DUmberest.
TADA!
el fin
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[06 Apr 2004|11:00am] |
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I hate that VH1 show
Fabulous Life of....[blank]
It brags about the lives of celebritys grr. fuck.
I hate that guy's voice. I hate that guy period. He makes your life look so stupid compared to celebritys. He makes you look so fuckin poor.
Those people STALK celebrities!! They have absolutley no lives. Haha.
"And P.Diddy buys a diamond-filled Rolex watch for..."
"TEN THOUSAND DOLLARS"
::changes channel::
I hate Paris Hilton too.
Elgk. Too skinny. Too ugly. Everybody worships the HiLtOn sisters. Eww.
Protest!!
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